Posted on: Thursday, June 29, 2006
Posted at: 12:49 PM
things are getting really weird at work.
went for supper/tea after work with eve and xueting ytd.. talked about a whole truckload of stuff, and realised certain things about certain pple. to think i thought the pple there were pretty simple and nice. ha, i was damn wrong mans. but thank goodness i still have eve and xueting to talk to lahs, so i'm not dying yet. but looking at the way things are going.. i sure hope i can pass my probation!
matters of the heart. very complicated, confusing and IRRITATING!
listening to eve's story yesterday had me thinking about loads of other stuff. why the sudden change in attitude after treating me as non-existent for the past 6 months? i had a super duper hard time trying to adapt to your nonchalant attitude.. and tada~ you started changing back to the old you. and i just had to find out recently that things are not so good between the both of you. so is that the reason behind your change in attitude? if that's the case, i'd rather you go back to being cold and distant. i don't want anymore changes in my life, and i don't want my life to revolve round you again. thinking back on the past still brings back sweet memories, but that's enough. at least it doesn't hurt that much anymore. stop being so sweet and nice to me. no matter what you do now, you just can't turn back time. i don't even care if i'm being obvious or whatever, just as long as you get my message.. i'm happy enough.
btw, please don't start guessing who i'm talking about. cos the person's not anyone you all know. i'm serious. don't bother asking me about the whole issue either.