Posted on: Friday, November 17, 2006
Posted at: 8:27 PM
i'm totally moved by their story.
how many guys on earth can find a girl who's willing to sacrifice so much for them? or rather, how many girls on earth can find a guy who's worth sacrificing so much for? i'm seriously.. speechless. imagine staying home totally for 3 whole months. i repeat:
not leaving your house at all for 3 whole months, which is like 100+ days. OMG. i seriously cannot imagine myself in her shoes.. asking me to stay home for 3 days is bad enough, what more 3 months.
i've been trying to apprehend what would have gone through her mind at that point of time. deciding to go ahead with what his company had planned would mean giving up her own career, her own freedom, her own life. putting myself in her shoes, i really cannot imagine what would i have done. would i be so noble to sacrifice so much, even if it's for
the one? i figured it would still require a whole lot of determination and encouragement. thank God he didn't leave her side at all. but now that everything's been said and done, awww.. they're so sweet!
BUT.
looking at their story, i look back at MY life. my pathetic life. would i ever find someone who loves me that much, and i love him as much as he loves me? yes i'm back at the same topic again. would i ever find someone.. that is worth sacrificing my everything for? okay in the first place, i would never want to have someone whose life is constantly the focus of thousands of people. it's simply too stressful and suffocating. but then again, even if
the one is just an ordinary guy, would i do the same as her if i were in her shoes? i really cannot imagine.
the day he admitted everything and cried on national tv, i really was extremely touched and moved by their love for each other. now with the day approaching nearer and nearer, i really pray that everything will be right for them. be it their own lives, or the new life that's arriving. future chiobu arriving in 2 days! but from the photo that he showed that day, she doesn't look that fantastic.. but i'm still looking at the bright side! haha.
arghhh.. they make me feel damn jealous. why don't i have someone who's so committed and dedicated to his other half. darn.