Posted on: Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Posted at: 12:09 AM
this is the first time in two years that i'm actually telling anyone about you. about you, and about the things that happened between us.
i seriously thought, that it was over? as in, i thought i got over it and left it all behind me already. no point dwelling on the past right, esp when i dun even know if there was anything at all. but now that i'm reopening the wound.. hmmm. it sets me thinking.
ever since the last time we met again, i've been thinking. is it really over on my part? if it is so, why do i still get the same old feeling when i see you?
and i really hate it, when you give me the feeling that only i cared about what had happened, and to you it was just nothing. seriously man, if you don't have the guts to admit it, at least dun make it seem as if nothing happened.
don't make all my memories so painful to reminisce about.
i used to tell yvette that i really hate you, alot. but come to think about it..
do i really hate you for making me wait so long in vain, or do i just hate myself for being so indecisive?
but looking at things now.. i can't bring myself to say that i hate you, neither can i bring myself to say i love you still.
what nonsensical shit is this?!