Posted on: Tuesday, April 01, 2008
Posted at: 9:30 PM
i really don't know where did i find that kind of strong faith to believe you over and over again.best friend has been telling me to give up this friendship from the time things first happened until now.. god knows how many times i almost quarelled with her because of this. best friend thinks this kind of thing, i shouldn't forgive and forget easily.. but this teeny weeny part of me just wants to believe that it's not your fault, that i should believe in you and in this friendship. but as time goes by.. the feeling that i'm being used is getting stronger and stronger. when you are in trouble, i'm expected to be 'a sms away' or at least, be contactable so that you can rant to me. but when i'm in trouble? you're never ever contactable. whatever problems i have, i'll definitely confide in you unless it's really too personal.. but do you ever tell me the truth? all the things that you've told me.. how much of it is the truth, how much of it isn't? i'm so freaking tired of having to decide whether what you tell me is believable or not.go ahead and spam me on your blog after reading this. i'm telling you: i can't be bothered anymore.WTF is all i have to say for whatever that's happened. today's a horrible day at work. my assistant teacher was on MC, and i was left alone with 14 hyper children. worse still, i had planned to bring them outdoor for swimming today.
imagine having to change and bathe 14 children all by yourself. not to mention, boss was in super bad mood today cos of complains and her son being hospitalised. i really dunno how i survived today. on the other hand, the
BETCH seems more bearable these 2 days.. i think she's trying to form alliance again. after all, she's like a loner now since the other betch has left a few months back. if i were to form alliance with her, i'll be out of my mind seriously.
ON A HAPPY NOTE. i went for driving lesson today, and my instructor said
there's high chance of me passing this time round! wheeeeeeee =)) like, finally man.. i'm so tired having to rush down to the driving centre after work. BUT, i just hope i won't get back the same sucky instructor... gahhhhh.
TAG REPLIES!
ness: pianggg you and melia too free issit, spam my tagboard. anw, violation took place alr at that time meh? i dun think so lah.. if not, melia won't be in the photo what.. HAHAH. she would have been a little drunk too.. =x
melia: EH HELLO. i don't need a new email, thank you. hahahahah. and, good for you that you finished your assignment! but 15mins before class.. tsktsk. I MISS YOU TOO! i can't wait for dec man.. =(
jon: HOW MANY NICKNAMES DO YOU WANT TO GIVE ME? wah lao. i should like, call you the master of nicknames or smth. sheeeeesh.