Posted on: Saturday, August 16, 2008
Posted at: 12:13 AM
how often do we stop to think and put things into perspective?how often do we stop and reflect upon the things our family has done for us?how often do we stop and tell our family that we really do care alot of them?i admit, i don't usually do all that..we all tend to take things for granted, for me at least. i always think that my grandma will always be there for me, or i'll always come home to hear my mum nagging at me or going on and on about some lame joke that she heard on radio..BUT. things do happen when you least expect it to happen.when i received that sms this afternoon, i seriously had a shock of my life. all i could do, was to sit there and stare at my phone with anya trying to climb onto my lap. and instinctively i gave anya a really big hug.. as if i was holding on to her for dear life.when we got to the wake, for some unknown reason the 3 of us started trembling like crazy. and that feeling got worse as we went up to the altar to pay our respects. and seeing him acting as if nothing happened.. that made me super worried. when he kept super quiet with his head down low after his friend commented on his phone wallpaper, i got really scared. when he said he wanted to get rid of her favourite fishes, i didn't know what to say. although he was smiling on the outside, i've no idea what was going on inside..hey.. if you're reading this now, please take good care of yourself k? i know it's a horrible time now, but i'm sure she would love to see you smile happily again.. the most impt thing for you now is to be strong =) and really, if you need to talk it out, please let us know okay.. don't keep everything bottled up inside, it's really unhealthy..suddenly i'm so afraid that one day, the same thing will happen to me.. and that one day might just come soon..
