Posted on: Sunday, October 19, 2008
Posted at: 8:37 PM
你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢而你断断续续唱着歌 假作没事了时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择 你冷了 倦了 我哭了 离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写着 有些爱只给到这 真的痛了 怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢 我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了 开心与不开心 一一细数着 你再不舍 那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得你不等了 说好的 幸福呢 我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了 只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢 okay yay.. maymay is back to
emo mode, which has been going on for the past 2 days..
after going out on friday, after seeing how happy
bestfriend is, i can't help but think back on the past again..
sidetrack: girl, my impression of him has changed.. update u another time. but dun worry, it's for the better =)
times like these, i always can't help but smack myself on the head and wonder,
why on earth din i have the courage to speak up? maybe, just maybe.. things would have been very different now.
21 years have alr passed, and i'm
sick and tired of being alone, really.
the times where you would wait for me so that we can go home together..
the times where you would stand up for me in front of everybody..
the times where you'll cheer me up with the funniest ways ever when everything seems to go wrong for me..
the times where you taught me how to ignore the not-so-nice things people say..
the times where you'd smack me on the head when i'm being silly.. the times where you'd be super worried if you don't see me in church..
the times where you insisted i call or sms you to let you know that i reached home safely.
the times where you made me so worried and angry that i spent hours crying..
i would give anything now, anything.. just to have it all back. i miss you.. really, i do miss you alot.